MOVED TO cheapsex!!! follow me there, bitches! everyone is free to add me but please add me first. it's my way of seeing who wants to stay my friend or not. i will definitely be around more starting now though, if that helps.

anyone who would do these things with me is my soulmate. ♥

date ideas:

- go to a major chain bookstore, and leave notes to future readers in copies of your favorite books.

- create photo evidence suggesting that you went on an adventure that didn't really happen.

- dress up as superheroes and stop at least one petty crime.

- build forts out of furniture and blankets, and wage war with paper airplanes.

- try and visit as many people as you can in one night, and turn as many things inside their apartment upside down as you can, without them noticing.

- go to the airport, get the cheapest, soonest departing flight to anywhere when you show up, and stay there for a weekend.

- write a piece of fiction together. outside at a cafe. ask strangers when you get stuck.

- dress to the nines, pretend to be married, and test drive very expensive vehicles at an auto dealership.

- in the middle of the night, drive to the beach, so you arrive just as the sun is rising. have a breakfast picnic, then fall asleep together. bring a sun umbrella.

- drive somewhere unknown and have dinner in a city you've never been to. with fake names.

- go around the city with sidewalk chalk and draw hearts with equations inside on random things.

- walk around a city and perform short silent plays in front of security cameras.

- walk around the city all night and find a place to eat breakfast at dawn.

- go to a restaurant and convince the cook to create something completely new for you.

- rent a movie you've never seen before. set on mute and improvise dialogue.

new years resolutions:

* make this year about me and what makes me happy

* get halfway to my goal weight by summer

* get to my goal weight by the very last day of the year

* stop letting people make me feel like i am worthless (and stop believing them)

* make at least 5 new good friends

* smile more, be more optimistic

* forgive myself for what happened last year

* go to the gym 4 times a week

* go to at least 6 concerts

* find a new job

* apply for an alt. modeling site

* move to florida

* see a therapist

* do not self injure at all, not even from boredom

* get my mom's tribute tattoo, the cover up tattoo, and figure out how my chest piece will work

i just deleted 56 people from my friends list.
if you are one of those people, please remove me from yours.

it was nothing personal if i deleted you... i'm just done with this popularity contest on lj.
and either you never update or we just don't have much (if anything) in common.
orrrr i tried to get to know you but you pretty much ignored me.

you're all very sweet people, overall though. ♥

some of you i wasn't sure about so i'm keeping you for now.